Thursday, October 30, 2008

chew and digest on this:

Life is never what you expect it to be. Everything is in His hands, which are the best Hands they could be in.

I need to pray for peace in my heart. Life is so uncertain and seeing how my life has been for the past year, it's so obvious that God has His own agenda for my life. One that I would have never wanted to plan out on my own. Even though most of the time I'm complaining and wondering why in the world certain circumstances happen to me...I still need to trust in Him. It's such a challenge but it's one where God steps in to mold and shape me to be who He wants me to be.

So Isaiah has been such a crucial book for my life!

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8 "For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
neither are your ways my ways,"
declares the LORD.

9 "As the heavens are higher than the earth,
so are my ways higher than your ways
and my thoughts than your thoughts.

10 As the rain and the snow
come down from heaven,
and do not return to it
without watering the earth
and making it bud and flourish,
so that it yields seed for the sower and bread for the eater,

11 so is my word that goes out from my mouth:
It will not return to me empty,
but will accomplish what I desire
and achieve the purpose for which I sent it.

12 You will go out in joy
and be led forth in peace;
the mountains and hills
will burst into song before you,
and all the trees of the field
will clap their hands.

--Isaiah 55:8-12

Isaiah 35

Joy of the Redeemed
1 The desert and the parched land will be glad;
the wilderness will rejoice and blossom.
Like the crocus, 2 it will burst into bloom;
it will rejoice greatly and shout for joy.
The glory of Lebanon will be given to it,
the splendor of Carmel and Sharon;
they will see the glory of the LORD,
the splendor of our God.

3 Strengthen the feeble hands,
steady the knees that give way;

4 say to those with fearful hearts,
"Be strong, do not fear;
your God will come,
he will come with vengeance;
with divine retribution
he will come to save you."

5 Then will the eyes of the blind be opened
and the ears of the deaf unstopped.

6 Then will the lame leap like a deer,
and the mute tongue shout for joy.
Water will gush forth in the wilderness
and streams in the desert.

7 The burning sand will become a pool,
the thirsty ground bubbling springs.
In the haunts where jackals once lay,
grass and reeds and papyrus will grow.

8 And a highway will be there;
it will be called the Way of Holiness.
The unclean will not journey on it;
it will be for those who walk in that Way;
wicked fools will not go about on it. [a]

9 No lion will be there,
nor will any ferocious beast get up on it;
they will not be found there.
But only the redeemed will walk there,

10 and the ransomed of the LORD will return.
They will enter Zion with singing;
everlasting joy will crown their heads.
Gladness and joy will overtake them,
and sorrow and sighing will flee away.


Standing on the promises of God... I need His daily bread and living water...everyday.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

skin cancer

Had a crazy dream last night or maybe it was this morning...

I had these crazy large nodules on my chest. They were like yellow globs and they were clumping on top of each other like cancer cells gone crazy. And I was like ew these are really gross pimples. But then I was like NO it must be skin cancer!!!!!!!!

Yesterday I was extensively studying about breast and prostate cancer for about 4 hours... It's getting to my dreams....

OK here goes my first post. Hello everyone! :D


...I think I felt so compelled to start a blog just to share that dream.

I'm at ECL and trying to stall so that I don't have to start my studying right away but I feel bad because the guy sitting next to me is studying so fervently sighhhhh Lord, when I'm weak, you're STRONG!

I'll talk about more significant and thought provoking things later.