need some time to breathe.

so nursing school has picked up for me this semester with a fresh new round of clinicals! i'm doing my pediatric clinicals for the first 5 weeks and then moving on to adult health for the rest. it's been a week since i've been doing the peds clinicals at uva and i've been learning lots already!

i'm realizing that i'm not perfect. sooooo far from perfect. especially as a nurse (well i'm not one yet) but if i were to become one tomorrow i know that it could potentially be like a train crash. so the attitude that i'm having for this semester is to be teachable. i'm here in school to LEARN. gosh, sometimes i really lack motivation to want to learn. yet i wanna get that A. but i only wanna earn that A through an easy path, not one where it involves learning. geez, i'm just like those nursing classmates of mine who are also greedy for A's. sigh. but wow, my attitude is already changing. i'm a totally different person compared to last year. i view academics and God so differently.

week 2 of clinicals... Lord, send some compassion, attentiveness, eagerness, and diligence my way please!

crabtree falls 09.06.09